Sunday, January 01, 2006

Thank you Mr Coffey

For the first time last night, I sat through The Green Mile. I dont know why but I was seriously touched by the movie. No! I did not cry, but it made me start my new year with a prayer. It took me a damn western movie to knock some sense to me that there are much more to life.

The question was why is it a nice guy should be condemned with unhappiness. Coffey was blessed with a miracle to help others but yet cursed with having to deal with hatred and evil of others in his mind. Im not blessed with any miracle but I know the feeling when youre not appriciated.

This morning woke up and straight away picked up my gal at her house. She was so upset having to work on a holiday. But some how she manage to smile. I would do anything just to see her smile. And ive just pick her back up just now before accompanying her to the salon. She has a wedding to attend tonight and wanted to blow and curl her hair (which sometimes make me wonder why on earth did she rebond her hair last month?). It turned out to be a disaster. She was so upset. So we went to Watsons and bought some hair curler and hairspray. I do hope its turns out well. Not that she's not allready a lovely gal. An exciting start to the New Year for me *yawn*

Ive never talk about her rite? I'll write about her later lah.

Happy New Year - May what lies ahead will make you stronger and better.

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Somebody ask me wheter its ok, while having a steady relationship, to actualy build up a new friendship with new, opposite sex friends.Depends on what youre looking for and what the new friend wants. But when you know it could turn up to be something else, why take the risk? You should somehow respect your partner feelings too. But knowing me, if it happens to me, I could never restrict my gal from doing so. Would you like to see your partner unhappy by saying no? I dont.

And I know, Im killing myself.

Friday, December 30, 2005

Sometimes being nice isnt enough...

Final 2 days before 2006. The day start with an appoinment with Ben, our carpet man. He is responsible to put up carpets at our concourse area for our CNY promo. Then met Alex, a very nice guy who have been helping me with producing the deco at the mall. A stop over at Zang Toi and in the afternoon a photoshoot for our over the dateline calendar.

They say that when a man loves a woman, he will climb the highest mountain and swim the seven seas, just to --- . Ive asked my office mates to be the model for my shoot and they agreed. Yat, who is considered as Facility Management can do gal was going to be photograph at the bowling centre while Chok, F&M exec will do the shopping at Zang Toi. With one condition, his partner must be the gal from the salon at our mall. By all mean, if she's lovely Im all set. And yes, she's kinda sweet. The photoshoot went well. But the pix werent. I was trying to portray a couple shopping happily but what I got was a sugar daddy and his mistress. Dissaster!

The thing is, the whole evening became great when, my Chok were paying for everything. We played bowling when we're only suppose to shoot some pix. He even brought us to dinner at Monte's, my fav western food restaurant. Wooing the gal he was. And to my and Yat's amazement, the gal responded positively. And the best part, Chok even told her that he's married with a kid!

You see, Chok is a nice guy. He really is. So perhaps in a way he deserve to receive such respond. But not all guys are that lucky.

As nice as you could be, as much as you would live your life for someone, sometimes you wont get the same luck.

New Year, New Resolution, Same Old Me

8 Months. That is quite a while. Working is busy, at least mine is. 8 months ago, I was employed. And to my surprise, Im still here. Its fun. Working in a shopping mall. Trust me, it is. You go to the office at nine never knowing what time you will go out. Like today, Ive just arrived at home. Well, I stayed back at the mall because me and my friends went to see the Actorlympic at TAS. Its a good one, miss it you shouldnt.

Did I tell you what I do here? Im working under the advertising & promotion department. My work scope? Everything from event organising to buying ice cream for a crying kid. Office hour? Depends on the season. Is the pay good? Sort of. Do I love working here? Damn I do.

Theres always drama here at the mall. Today, a kid was stuck at the escalator and fell down. Then when I was reading through the paper, somebody complain to the editorial that our foodcourt shortchanged him. 1 cent! 1 bloody cent! And Im still looking for vendors for our Chinese New Year promotion.

My whole life has changed. Bit by bit. Social life. New environment, new friends, new problems.

The thing is, I promise myself, that starting next year, I wanna make sure I read my blog at least once a week. My life is like soap opera, and why not bitch about it to everyone. Later.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

I'm employed!!!!

Yup.. I'm now officially a person who will not have a life for the 5 years or so.
I was actually fooling around. Went for the first interview wearing a hawaiian shirt, I didnt even know where the office Im applying for was! The interview was held at their headquaters somewhere on the 38th floor in Kuala Lumpur. The only thing I cant recall is, my office to be was at the shopping complex where Canny Ong was kidnapped before being... you know what. The second interview was quite a breeze, I was actually ready. Still, out of all the candidates, I guess I'm the only one not wearing a tie. It was like, hey, am I sure I'm serious about all this? I was then with PuteriUMNO, coordinating their Jom!Baca program. I was in Shah Alam in the morning, in Seremban for lunch, drop by KL after that and wandering around Tampin in the evening. So what if they don't want me!

But, I was called in again, and for the first time I was there, in a shopping centre where I was destined to work at.Meeting the Asst.GM was quite an experiance. It was actually a breeze, to my surprise. There and then, somehow I know I was hired. I've just signed the contract. And in two days time I will be an A&P Executive in a highend shopping centre in Bangsar. So it is said.

Monday, January 24, 2005

Cuti-cuti Malaysia

It's not like I havent been to Malacca. Last year alone, I visited Malacca 4 times. The different is this time I'm off to relax, no more tour guide. I get to take pictures of myself, and play around without having to stop at every souvenir shop! Stay at a resort in Tanjung Bidara (the only one there I guess) The chalet were fine, thought it's a bit rusty there and there. But the food was bad, really bad! By the way it's a ctually a one day one night trip. Here's some pix!


Aim
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At Uncle Wan's house. If only the 48 inch TV and Playstation can fit into my pocket. Did I mention 48 inch TV?



Resort
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View from my cabin.



Cool Scenery
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See the angels?



Cool Scenery2
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Lucky me. I was like... I'm speechless...



Tasteless fried noodle
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Taste like rubber band!



Fries
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The food at the resort was disgusting! Notice that only the fries were gobbled up?!



Flush?
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Can't believe they still have this thing. You have to flush yourself, its not automatic...



Me
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Tripod, never leave home without one!



Lucky Lobster
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Alive and kicking! I woulda have eaten it if not for... hey, I dont eat lobster! Rm 54 per kilo, luckly I dont.



Bakar Ikan
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Barbequed Fish in Kuala Sg. Baru.



After My Tsunama!
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The fish, or what left of it.



Me Infront Church
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In front of the errr, Red Church? Darn, I forgot the name.



3 legged cat
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Seriously!



Lunch
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My lunch at Klebang. Siakap Bakar!



Otak-otak
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I didnt like this stuff untill maybe last few month. Made from fish, now Im kinda hook. Ate 10 of it in Melaka!