Sunday, January 01, 2006

Thank you Mr Coffey

For the first time last night, I sat through The Green Mile. I dont know why but I was seriously touched by the movie. No! I did not cry, but it made me start my new year with a prayer. It took me a damn western movie to knock some sense to me that there are much more to life.

The question was why is it a nice guy should be condemned with unhappiness. Coffey was blessed with a miracle to help others but yet cursed with having to deal with hatred and evil of others in his mind. Im not blessed with any miracle but I know the feeling when youre not appriciated.

This morning woke up and straight away picked up my gal at her house. She was so upset having to work on a holiday. But some how she manage to smile. I would do anything just to see her smile. And ive just pick her back up just now before accompanying her to the salon. She has a wedding to attend tonight and wanted to blow and curl her hair (which sometimes make me wonder why on earth did she rebond her hair last month?). It turned out to be a disaster. She was so upset. So we went to Watsons and bought some hair curler and hairspray. I do hope its turns out well. Not that she's not allready a lovely gal. An exciting start to the New Year for me *yawn*

Ive never talk about her rite? I'll write about her later lah.

Happy New Year - May what lies ahead will make you stronger and better.

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Somebody ask me wheter its ok, while having a steady relationship, to actualy build up a new friendship with new, opposite sex friends.Depends on what youre looking for and what the new friend wants. But when you know it could turn up to be something else, why take the risk? You should somehow respect your partner feelings too. But knowing me, if it happens to me, I could never restrict my gal from doing so. Would you like to see your partner unhappy by saying no? I dont.

And I know, Im killing myself.