Its true, it took me 10 years, and now I know it's true. You try your best to be nice but as usual: somebody misunderstood you, takes advantages or just plain ignore you. This is NOT fair! Hey, I don't mind getting punish, if I genuinely made somebody life's miserable, but half of the time I dont even know the person who's picking bone with me. I repeat, I DON'T KNOW THE PERSON!
Just now somebody sms me, asking when on earth I will pay back him/her for something I borrowed and lost. On this circumstances, I borrowed the stuff, lost it, I should pay for it. The only problem is, I never thought somebody who owe me money more then the stuff is worth would actually ask me the question? This is not the first time.
A few other friends, borrowed money from me and never pay back. I kept quiet and just let it be, hopefully when they have money, they'll pay back. Neah, never happens. Helped my friend in need, send them to clinics, helped them move into new homes, even stayed up to helped them finish their assignments, and a few of them actually stabed my back!
Well, like it or not they are still my friends, or at least friends in need - need of my help. And stupid me always forget that.
All this doesnt mean I wont pay, or help them no more. They are my friends. I would like to keep it that way.
Yet, I do have some good friends. Those who'll laugh and cry with you. I don't actually need acknowledgement, actions speaks louder than words. You know when people appreciate what you have done for them. I myself never forgets what people have done for me. Let it be just wishing me happy birthday. And so does few of my friend.
Maybe thats why I never cared finishing last. There's always somebody with me.
- Waiting for Real Madrid, A.S Roma match
- Listening to How Do You Do by Roxette
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